TappingTappingAbsentmindedly, I drum my fingers.sitting where no one will bother me.looking past my translucent face and brown eyes staring back at me.looking past the water soaked streets and the soggy brown grass.looking at all the random little happenings that happened today.humming as my chest reverberates with the sound of a nameless song.listening as the house groans, creeks and shutters with me inside its belly.listening as the rain taps on the window like a child would a glass tank of a fish.listening as the rain whispers, "Come out and play with me!"Whispering back to the rain I say, "What would a grown man look like playing in the rain?To which that silly rain replies, "Happy!"
Verbiage StormsVerbiage StormsLips forming words that try to hide the sun,eyes from dark heaven that burn with furyI won't take this shit from you any more.Send your boiling heat to bake me alive.Send your acid rains to burn my bare flesh.Let your tongue create hurricane force winds,They'll tear and slash but they won't break my skin.Your voice formed by cracking thunder and rage,I won't feel the way you want me to feel...Pointless words spoken from a blackened sky.I swear I'm leaving you for blue heaven- Floyd R. Fowler III
A tear within a tearA tear within a tear by Floyd R. Fowler IIIIs it enough to cut meIs it enough to cause painIs it enough to make me bleedIs it enough to hurt me againAre my tears not adequate enoughIs my soul not worth enoughAre my wails of pain not loud enoughAm I not man enoughWith these questions within my heartIve shed tears within tearsWith this anger within my soulIve faced fears within fearsWho are you to make me feel ineptWho are you to say Im not myselfWhen no one cares for the true meIs it safe to act anyway elseSo with tears on top of tearsWith tears within tearsWith tears amongst tearsWith tears and without tearsIve faced a world full of painA world that doesnt know my nameA world that hates the tears in my eyesAnd cant understand my shame
UbiquitousUbiquitous - Floyd R. Fowler IIIA song sung through my mindFeelings I cant hideHaunting and hurting meA power within my lifeCauses turmoil and strifeLasting an eternityPast thoughts collideLesson Ive forgottenI lie twisting in agonyA song was sung in my heartA beautiful blissful hopeLies shattered before me